Nervous but Obedient

Can I be honest for a second?

Sometimes I get nervous to post about Jesus.
Not because I’m ashamed of Him — goodness, no.
But because I’m still learning. Still growing. Still figuring this whole walk of faith out.

I’m a baby Christian.
Still digging into God’s Word, still asking a lot of questions, still learning how to pray bold and live surrendered.

And sometimes I wonder what people might think.
“She’s posting scripture like she’s a preacher now?”
“Didn’t she just get saved?”
“She doesn’t even have it all together.”

You know what? They’re right.
I don’t have it all together. I am still learning.
But I’ve tasted and seen the goodness of God — and I just can’t keep it to myself.

Because even if I don’t have every verse memorized… I’ve met the One who wrote them.
Even if I stumble… I know the One who catches me.
Even if my faith feels small sometimes… I know my God is big.

So yeah, I might be nervous.
But I’d rather be nervous and obedient than silent and safe.
Because someone out there might need the same reminder I needed just a few weeks ago — that God sees you, loves you, and wants your heart, not your perfection.

So if you see me posting about Jesus “too much”… it’s not for show.
It’s because He changed my life.
And I want everyone to know.